Bittersweet November - Just like a box of assorted chocolates
On my so-called secret blog, I wrote an entry about the heartaches the month of November gave me on the first week. Let’s just say that things didn’t go my way. Expectations and goals were not met. I even ranted that November has always been a bad month for me.
But I was wrong.
This month is about to end, but before I say hello to December, I would like to share some of my realizations made in the past few weeks….
A few hours ago, a female close friend and i spent the night talking about how frustrated i am in accomplishing a lot of task. See, I want to do a lot of things. I want to do a lot of projects. I want to write new scripts. I want to produce new short films. I want to attend cooking classes. I want to update my neglected blogs. I want to take up driving lessons. I want to go to Dagupan and just spend the weekend with my grandparents. I want a new laptop. I want a new dress. I want to go to the derma. I want to have my hair fixed. I want to try a new sport. I want to try a lot of things. So many things to do, so little time. So many ideas, so little funds.
Where should i go?
I think I am in the stage wherein i am trying to figure out which should i do first. I am a very artistic person (or should i say i believe i am) and i’ve been going through a lot of frustrations lately mostly related to my plans. I want to pursue a lot of things that i end up getting worried or upset. The worst thing there is i had no one to talk to. Yes, my blogger friends are online all the time, but meh, face-to-face interaction is still different.
We have a natural compulsion to fill empty spaces. – Sandra Bullock as Mary, All About Steve
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I have to fill this empty space later. I’m still at work but I really want to blog about it ASAP.
Again, I will fill this empty space tonight.
11/04/2009
3:30PM
Office
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After 15 hours, I’ll update this part.
Filling empty spaces can be compared to a crossword and i’m sleepy. It’s 7:30AM
11/05/2009
7:30AM Bedroom
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I think its about time that I update this part for real 
Last week, I got the chance to attend the Philippine movie premiere of All About Steve at Glorietta 4 Cinema 5 together with my officemates. Our editor invited me the last minute and even asked me to invite some friends. I didn’t want to go at first, but meh, free dinner and movie tickets to a Sandra Bullock movie? Why not?
